Hi Dee. Thanks. When did it happen with you?
I guess it's normal really. There has been a lot of change and stress with the travel and new job etc. I got back all ready to change everything. I even went for a run the second day back. I felt all full of energy and happy.
I just feel like I can't quite take that final step of reaching out to people. The gap in my life with the drinking friends gone is bigger than I realised I guess. I always felt I could go back to them and ask for help or something. This week showed me that I really don't fit there at all.
I am in no mans land. You know? I made all these changes. Swept out my old life and .... now what? No one to talk to or go out with. I just sort of want someone to hug and watch a movie with. Just having someone else so there is an excuse to cook some dinner. Someone you can turn to who understands you and make a comment about something in the paper.
