Originally Posted by
scaredykat 
Yea, Drinking isn't much different. They say in AA a drug, is a drug, is a drug.
My new drink now is flavored water.
My lowest point in drinking was this year. I drank alone. Didn't want to go any where. Do anything. I drank because i was depressed and was depressed because I drank. Sound familiar? I hope I'm helping a little. Like i said I'm only on Day 6. Just one day at a time.
Barb
yes it does sound familiar ... so i used because i self mutilated... i used to stop me from cutting... when i didnt use i cut and felt a drug rush ... i sank so low one time my mother found me sitting on the floor of my shower... lips were blue and i was vomiting blood.... i used over 12 vicoden in 1 hour.....
i dont know how i didnt die that night