This is ****
Hi,
This is my first time on SR. I am feeling so low and washed out after my last binge drinking session. I also attended my first AA meeting 2 days ago.
I find it hard to identify with the AA members i have met so far because many of these drank every day. I don't dink every day or even every week but when i do i can't stop. This always leads to me having blackouts and doing a lot of dumb stuff.
I have lost friends and almost ruined my relationship like this but i don't know if AA is the answer for someonelike me.
I have tried to moderate my dinking myself but obvoiusly it hasn't worked.
Any advice would be appreciated.