Devastated (Again)
YIKES!!! Although Im not new in sobriety I posted Here--Just had a devastating relapse. Yasmin1970s post sounded as if I wrote it!.I just drank for a week or so and ended up in detox. Ive been out for a week recovering physically and emotionally. The difficulty shame and regret is demolishing.I've relapsed before(I do it about twice a year for just a few days. I attend AA but my main affiliation is an alternate kind of group . I have of course picked up a white chip and intend to go forward again(I had been sober abt 5 months). I tryed the chat room but couldnt figure it out(or it was empty or something)I feel as if I had thrown away a winning lottery ticket!