need friends...
Can anybody Pm me?
i really could use a friend -- or more than "a" -- now.
ive been messing with this alcohol problem for so long now...
i just would love someone to talk to, one on one....
i suffered thru a tremendous tragedy over 2 years ago and thats when i REALLY started drinking very heavily again after doing quite well for a few years..... i also at that time, lost all faith i had in people (and i had quite little to begin with).
One by one, i dropped out of things that had taken me so long to get into....a Bible study.... church..... (regularly versus sporadically).... prayer meetings.... seeing people in general..... night school.... (m back, but floundering again due to severe depression and yes, drinking...)...... even Net friends... i used to have a ton, then i stopped caring after the tragedy...now theres 2 people i talk to on here...... 2, from 20...................
all i do or have left is a full time job...................
anyone feeling extra helpful or like giving extra, feel free to PM me...
-a drunk