ang! We're alcoholics, thats what we do. It's a disease. All you can do now is to NOT beat yourself up and be all depressed over it. Just pick up where you left off, because you KNOW you were happier sober right??? And felt great! The booze just doesnt work like it used to. We've all come to that conclusion.
Hugs, and congrats on day 1. I'm glad you've decided to start over
Me too!!