*&^%$
It's 2:30 am where I am and if I had booze in the house I'd be drinking it right now. I'm not doing too well this week. And the weird thing is that I've been going to meetings every day! I don't know what the heck is making me feel like this. I don't like it.I'll have five months Saturday. I can't sleep, I'm depressed over the stupid little things, I feel alone (there are currently 7 other people sleeping upstairs right now!!) I'm sad about a friend who's blown me off...its just stupid life crap why is it effecting me so?? I KNOW what to do so why aren't I doing it???