And I know I'm addicted, but I've never stole money, sold my things, or done any other stupid or "crackhead movements" for coke YET.
Fixed that for you. Once coke stops being an occasional drug and starts being a habitual one (whether social or not), it is a slippery slope downwards. Don't pat yourself on the back until you've been clean a year or more. On coke, people start doing all sorts of things they wouldn't do otherwise. If you keep using, it's only a matter of time. Quit completely and stop pretending your different.