I'm really scared to go to AA.
I heard they dont like NA in their meetings.
Last thing I need is someone to say the wrong thing to me.
I have been over confrontational lately. Especially when I am looking for help and people talk down to me.
Which happened at the hospital last Sunday.
I was up 6 days and on the verge of a breakdown when I went there.
And one of the nurses was a real inconsiderate Bitch.
Of course being up 6 days your muscles are going to have a mind of their own. My legs go a mile a minute when I have been p that long. And she thought because I was falling in and out of consciousness that I wouldnt catch her smart ass remarks.
But I did and I lost and she looked shocked and I did everything but kick her ass. Once again mad security to calm me down and they shot me up with who knows what to calm me down. I thought that was pretty messed up that a nurse of all people would say things like that when I was obviously in distress.