xX, what i have found for me...
wanting to go, run move... the one problem, i go along...
a new idenity, what worked, and is stil working... a thing called "change'
i have learned in recovery from many, that its fix'n the innards that count most...
wishing you all the best xX...
if you do go, try to leave xX there, and move the new xX...
