"This number is no longer in service" Sad Mom
Tonight I called my son's last phone number; a recording stung my ears, "This number is no longer in service" I have a overwhelming sense of loss + sadnss because it feels like the last thread I had to him has been severed.
Even tho he rarely called, occasionly he would pick up the phone when I called. When I knew where he lived, I popped in a couple of times a yr. as the only way to see that he is alive and the state he is in. He recently moved to stay on someone's couch that is unknown. Now it feels as if the abandonment is complete. It will probably be many months before he surfaces. My only child is incognito. Yes, I've been to alanon for 4 yrs. but I grieve cuz it feels like a death. He has become more & more estranged with ea. passing yr. now he is gone. I hope he is well.