Thank you all!!
I agree with all of you. How is it going to help me in anyway? I keep justifying it by saying it helps me see things more clearly.
I would not have known he was on a hardcore porn site/giving presciptions illegally and that he is perfectly capable of manipulating women very well if I did not check his email. That information helped me realize the kind of person he REALLY is and helped me detach??
rationalization?