I can't pick up and I know I wouldn't stop...yes maybe one time, I'm not going to test myself though and now I don't want to and I can go out have fun be silly if I want without embarrasing everyon, in short I persevered it took me years to 'get it' and now I have a life and my family and friends who supported me in my decision, I won't do anything to jeopodize (sp) that. Only you will know if you can stop or not. My very best wishes for you.