So many of us women, think we cannot live without a man, that we are not complete and without value if we don't have a man to love.
To me, that is not the truth, yes, it's nice to have a "good" man in our lives, but, our world should not revolve around them, our lives need to revolve around us first. We can have fullfilling happy lives without being all gaga over a man.
If you are still in a bad relationship, give it up, spend some quality time with you. Work on you, so you do not make the same mistake again.
Make your past a guidepost, not a hitching post.