screwed up a little
Wanted a drink yesterday, took a shot of Jack. Feel bad. Didnt drink anything after that. Wondering if I wll be able to just not drink at all. I dont want to just go back to the same unhealthy mistakes, but part of me is having a hard time thinking that I will never drink/party again. I dont feel like a failure, but I feel like I should feel more like one. I feel frustrated more than anything.
I feel like an *******.