Thanks all.
Extremely insightful and inspiring.
Yeah, my virtue is DEFINITELY NOT patience.
It's like I keep looking for a quick fix and nothing is coming up.
I know it's a process- but I can't help being frustrated.
I do need to take it "one day at a time" - I must remind myself of this- when I do not do this I see this entire expanse of time laid out in front of me that is just downright overwhelming.