Here's another Monday.....
fell off the wagon this weekend and feel like crap. I need to get to work but I can't seem to get myself to leave my home. I wish I could beat this demon. I'm having a hard time trying not to pick up that first drink. I hate myself today. I envy all of you who have stayed sober for so many months, years. I wish I were you right now. If I didn't feel so much like S_ _ T, I'd go to a meeting. But all I want to do is hide under a rock.