Don't be sorry for yourself...You are an entity..your life starts in you..the perception you have of others starts in you..and no matter what you feel like, i can tell you, that it's going to be ok....i am feeling a little crappy too..but i am not gonna let my time be wasted anymore with sad or negative things..i did that for a whole life and what did i get?..i know..sometimes it seems uncontrollable...but look at yourself...you are a person..you have gifts, you have yourself, even if you are alone, you have yourself... you have a powerful person in you...if you say i'll be happy, can your body say no?..i'm sorry, no it can't..your mind is stronger than anything...remember..positive attracts positive..and too for the feeling unwanted i am not even going to wright down...
you don't need to feel sad any more time...you have yourself..you have your own company...you have a huge power in you....use it..