I use to do "club drugs" Just not in clubs. I use to take E almost everyday for a year. I had at least a 4 pill a day habit with a 1/4 of weed to boot. I was also a bartender for 10 years. I worked in night clubs..strip clubs..all types. But never drank.
Maybe you just need to change the places thing. I know how it is to not want to lose your fiends. But if they are truely your friends then they will compromise to hang out in a more heallthy enviroment.
Sounds like you got a good man there. Those are hard to come by.
Anyway...Glad you are here.
And we were all new and didnt know anyone the first time. It's all on how much you decide to be involved in what we have to offer here.
Keep posting and you will see in no time you be more comfortable.
You'll be one of us!!!
Thats not a bad thing.