Wow, thanks guys!! Parentrecovers, you're right. And actually I am thankful right now. I'm way way more okay with this here than what was going on before. I don't know if that would have been true 2 days ago.........so it IS getting better.
And lostmdboy, you're right too, crappy mood and all this a.m., I am really glad I'm not hungover today, REALLY glad.
Took the dog for a walk (he still loves me just the same :P), saw 2 butterflies! See these sweet posts on my thread too.
THANK YOU