Hello Everyone,
Day 4 today, mixed feelings. Vivid anxiety dreams last night, still sweaty (but not as bad), stomachy problems still going on, still in a crappy mood when I wake up, BUT in spite of those things I guess I can focus on the positives, I slept through the night without having any medicines, I actually want to do things today, I keep lurking here and posting a bit, and I DO NOT WANT TO DRINK.
The feelings of shame & guilt plus this detox process are fresh and present in my mind as what I TRULY DO NOT want.
I guess I feel not happy, but not bad either.............I'm just really thankful these boards are here!
