I know the feeling, but living in the community where there has been a manhunt out for a missing pregnant woman (I am sure most are aware the case I am talking about; she and her unborn baby were both found dead yesterday), I am sure each of us would be missed more than we would ever expect.
Sorry you are feeling this way; hope you feel better very soon.
I know I would miss each one of you on here if you didn't "show up" on SR.