chero

I agree, Mr. C. I do need a life--a better life than the one I have now. I'm sick of being consumed with him. I'm working on it. I think I need new priorities.

He started texting me at 7ish this morning and he is on a binge. But I was thinking, having contact with one another yesterday must have been as hard for him as it was for me. He has really been texting and wanting to talk, etc. That has happened since the beginning. I haven't responded back, though. It's too painful.

I do not like this question. What you are really asking is are you not worth more to yourself. How do you get to the point where you feel valuable? I mean the problem is two-fold. 1) I grew up hearing that feeling self-worth meant you were a selfish person and 2) being told by an alcoholic for 12 years everything you did wrong and how much they loved you...well, I'm confused on worth.

Maybe I need a life to answer that question?