It is sad, Chero. And it's okay to be sad about it. Try to remember that just because you feel a certain way doesn't mean you need to act a certain way. Feeling sad sucks, I know. But feeling your feelings is the only way to get past them. I wish I could give you a big ole (((((()))))) in person. Do you have someone available who can? Sounds like you could use one.
Tomorrow is another day. Hope it's a good one!
L