I really want to do this. Chiy your right it is fun. Its good to be around happy people. The kids anyway im not sure about the adults. They are young still innocent. Its refreshing and amuzing to look at life through their eyes.
Im gearing up for work. getting dresssed like a cowgirl and having fun with it. Im nervous, but i think I will be OK.
My main concern is that someone I know to be a heavy user is also working their and he was already lurking around last night. trying to make some side cash by offering me the poison that ruined my life and nearly killed me.
When I saw him my heart dropped cause I told him I want to stay clean and of course he just had to come see me and say hello.
He said hello and I said goodbye Im busy. I hope he stays away. Hopefully he will be to busy to travel hes working on the other side of the midway. I hope he stays there.
Ultimately it is all up to me. Like some of you pointed out there will always be drugs and alcohol around its up to me to say no thanks.