Im stressing about this, but I am thinking in terms of money. Ontrackagain put it right in perspective for me. i am there too make money and better my living situation. If I start spending the money I do make on crap it will make all the working a waste of my time.
Im gonna work and try to stay focused and if I get to the point that I feel like Im going to break, I will have to quit. If i start using again all the money made working will be spent anyway so why do it.