Best has said it best.
I just wanted to add that saying those things does not sound like a happy person despite the words. It sounds like a very unhappy and angry person. His words are a reflection on himself not on you.
Welcome to SR, you will find much support, experience, strength, hope and wisdom here. Make yourself at home.
I would suggest reading the stickies at the tops of the forum for starters.
It's late but by tomorrow at this time you will have many new friends who understand and encourage and support you with love and honesty.