Hi Mps...Yea that was me too...I needed to stop because i was having consequences from doing so. But at the same time they werent enough that made it bad enought that i thought I should quit.
I went through that conflict in my mind for years.
And when I did get some clean time..I was like I can handle it better this time.
Yea right. It progressively got worse.
And harder to start over each time.
This is a great board with lots of support and info.
Hope to see you posting more.