I told him i would never be the one to stand in the way of his recovery and who he appologizes to. But pushing me away and back pedelling from seeing me 5 minutes on my bday is a little extreme. What harm would it be to see or talk to me on the phone. I'm not looking to dive into things but a little communication or seeing each other wouldn't hurt either. I truly think he is going to drift away till it's too uncomfortable to talk or see each other and if that's the case i deserve more from him and HE'S A COWARD FOR THAT. I am getting mad and resentful, which i didn't want to do.