Good for you hbb! Its only after you make that conscious decision that things start to roll for you. I'm not saying this will be easy. It won't. (I'm struggling too!) but the more you work on yourself the better you will be for those around you (including your BF). If you BOTH get healthy you have a chance at a happy relationship--together or apart. If YOU get healthy you might realize that you don't NEED him even if you still WANT him.
