Originally Posted by
HKAngel24 
I feel trapped in my own mind.
Addiction REALLY, REALLY makes you feel like you deserve nothing good- to the point where you EXPECT bad things to happen to you and believe you actually deserve it because you are a second class human being.
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Hk, I feel the same as what you said above. I seem to have this mind-set that I don't deserve anything good and I think I even sabatage myself sometimes...