DW, print out every damn one of those emails, and give them to your attorney for presentation to the court.......................HE IS VIOLATING THE RO.
i just had hoped that this experence would have been his bottom...i had hoped that he would do anything to save his marriage....i had hoped that he would get into treatment and then he would see what i have been trying to tell him all along.
This may be part of your ongoing stress. No way was this going to be his bottom. Sweetie, HE IS JUST QUACKING. Wants his life to go on the way it has been so he can continue to indulge.
Have you even bothered to think what your wavering is teaching your children? Do you really want your children to learn that your husband's actions are ok? I doubt it.
Go to court. Get the RO for a year. Do not talk to him. Do not read his emails, do not talk to your MIL.
His actions as time goes on will show you if he is serious about recovery.
And most important. GET TO AS MANY ALANON AND NARANON MEETINGS AS POSSIBLE FOR YOU!
J M H O
Love and hugs,