Please Humbly Allow Me To Say
That is such a huge reward in itself isn't it though!?!!!! I remember when I didn't think that I would ever be able to let a lone break of 5 day cycle that I was on but ever see a clean date come around again. I thought that I was going to die. Today, well.....I would like to say everything is just wonderful but that isn't reality. Some days just plan suck but those are not that often either. It is my journey and my reality and I choose to do it clean.
You have came a long way just keep doing it for right now because in reality we don't have 24 hours, we don't have anything other than this moment and now that moment is gone.