CO----Dependent..
well you know...like co-workers..co-aurthers.
You show up to work and mengle with your co-works
and they yell you...do this..do that..or you ain't
going to fit in, get accepted or get a pay check...
so you become dependent on the check and
put up with BS, self absorbing bosses.
But everytime you try to leave...you're too damn
tired from all the the damn work to go look somewhere
else..so you stay..but every so often..I actaully think
you might have the nerve to walk out...then the damn
boss after these years just throw a little bit of money
at ya....it's still freanken pee nuts..becuase you actaully
wheel and deal million dallor contracts for the sob.
but he always promise he would pay you a percentage
but the day never comes..and he treats you like crap
or aviod you during those times.
But you went out and bought more damn craps..so
you gotta pay the damn bills...so you drag you
ass into work depending on the damn check..but you're
still tick off as hell..becuase the promises was never kept...
and you beat up yourself and scracth your damn head..
even thou deep inside...you know..it's just a bunch of crap.
So you just go through the moments just to survive..
unhappy as hell..until oneday...You have had enough.
But since you live like that for so damn long and everybody
else is doing it...you struggle within yourself.
Everynight before you go to bed....you ask yourself
or tell yourself...F@## !!!...there has to be more to life
then this...but you wake up the next day and drag your ass
into work again..Oh you have you own litte office and
a bunch of square papers with a title on it...just like
any damnm label...yee pee I Ah..I'm a manager..
to feed your dependency some more..
becuase your boss is just about as drunk as any other
drunk out there...
Your still doing or participating in alcoholism or addiction.
In other words....your life still centers around drugs or alcohol.