Nervous about NA
I have never been to a meeting before. I really havent even been to program except my week back in March at inpatient that I left.
Op is jerking me around.
They have a meeting on Mondays where I live and I want to check it out.
But I am so nervous.
I am not the type to care what anyone thinks or let other people bother me.
But for some reason I am so nervous about opening up in a F2F atmosphere.
What type of people will be there. Will I know anyone. What will they think of my story.
You guys have seen when I open up I am not shy. I tell it all and like it is.
And I am like that all the time in everyday life.
But for some reason this meeting thing has me nervous. Unsure of myself.
ANy advice?