5 weeks today
Hi
this should be a happy thread as 5 weeks today i decided to free from my life and soul from an eternity of fuzzy heads, irrational mood swings, ridiculous behaviour and a slow poisoning. I know that without you guys and this forum I would not be where I am I would be 3/4 way through bottle of vodka, and probably wine aswell.
For that I am happy and I am truly grateful.
I am struggling a bit though especially today as "the voice" is shouting at me and its real loud - it's telling me I am ok and 1 or 2 will be fine.
I am shouting back that it won't be ok and No I can't
Had a great weeks holidays and guess I am sad that is over and want to blot that out along with the whole fear of full time work again next week and the whole anxiety thing (that didnt happen once when I was away)
Sorry to ramble, I guess I just need a little support/encouragement....I'm not even sure what I want.......
Thanks for being there for me SR
CW
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