Hi Magellan,
I have anxiety/stress problems and have had some trouble with social phobia and panic attacks also.
I agree that speaking to your doctor about these problems would be to your best
advantage.
You have also been through a lot and still somewhat early in your recovery so try to give your body more time to heal.
There was a period of time after I first got clean that I had trouble even signing my own name, let alone to work on any of the paintings or craft projects I used to enjoy so much.
One of the things that helped me early on was to work on crossword puzzles, "word finds" and connect the dot drawings {like the kind in childrens coloring/activity books!}...This really seemed to help me with my hand-eye-brain coordination so you might give that a try...couldn't hurt! :-)
Best wishes to you and keep up the good work!
Jane