feeling good for the first time in weeks
Today is the first day in weeks I didnt find myself with my head in the bowl in the morning. ive been pumping myself with vitamins for days and drinking a lot of v-8.
Yesterday I went to the store and spent every dime I had on fruit and veggies. Left myself with no cash so no $=no booze.
I found this amazing blueberry juice that is loaded with b vitamins so this morning instead of having a frozen daquiri loaded with rum I use the blender and blended the juice with some cut up strawberries and bananas with a small amount of the daquiri mix to sweeten it up a little.
Yesterday between the vitamins and the juice I was bouncing off the walls. I was way higher from that than any crack or coke could get me.
My new found juice i have named woohoo juice.
I actually went out last night for a few hours and met up with some friends at the track. Granted gambling is another slight addiction of mine and probably should be avoide, but atleast it isnt body invasive.
I am slowing down and trying not to worry.
Taking glassprisoners advice and keeping tclean. Hope fully things will start falling into place as I start to feel things will fall into place.
I just want to thank everyone that has been trying to help me SO Much!!!!!!!
Your support and advice has been really key in my not giving up.
I hope everyone is doing OK today.
Love and hugs to you all.
Beth