I think Sex should be the end result of making love all day long. I too have not always thought that way but I have found that If I cant have that connection with him today I might as well have been in it alone... Does not give me much and I feel used.
So I'm not totaly crazy , women do - do that. I suspected, but my thinking was so off I couldn't be sure.
No your not crazy, I would do almost anything to have that closeness to him... for him to just pay attention to me in a way that I felt loved. Yes I know today that is not love but then it was the only Love I knew and I desperately wanted to be Loved.