Oh Hell Kermit you had to go and bring this up huh!!!! Your human not a bad person.
Yep I was the worse at taking advantage of my alcoholic .... Only one of them was very good in bed when drunk... but well yea, I did enjoy that but mostly I would enjoy the day after, using the guilt against them and I have to agree the way they would treat me SO good when they felt guilty....
That is the way they should be all the time and I held so many resentments about that for soooooo long that I would milk it for all it was worth. Not nice I know....
Im feeling much better today though and I do not nor do I have a desire to manupliate, take advantage of or play games with a partner ..... I know for sure what a sick relationship looks like, today I want as healthy a relationship as I can and I dont want to use anything to get what I "should have" or to treat me the way I "should" be treated. How sick was that!!!!
Geeeezzzzz that made being single look pretty darn good ... HA!