Originally Posted by
Tangaroo 
i am considering AA. There are parts of that program that I dont want to face quite yet. Amends, specifically.
Not personally an "AA person", but I hope you know that "amends" don't come into play until step 8. If you have a good sponsor to work with they will not let you work that step until you are ready. Please don't let that discourage you from giving AA a try.
BTW congrats on your sober day and I'm glad you husband is being supportive. Take care.