I tried Oxys 1 time and hated them. They made me puke and I couldnt do my DOC on them. Cause I would get sick everytime I did.
I guess that could be a good thing.
Anyway...You can forgive yourself.
You just have to forget about the past and move forward.
All that energy your talking about you put into pills.
Now use to be a better you.
Nothing you can do is ever going to change what you did in the past.
You need to just accept it and keep moving.
If I thought about everything I did when I was getting high I would probably go insane.
Glad you are here.
This board is great.
Lots of caring...understanding people.