I dont know that much about the steps, but i would like to know more.
I just wanted to congratulate you on 50 days. I crashed and burned after 104 days.
I think it is because I didnt go to meetings. So even though I was able to get clean for awhile I wasnt able to maintain it without some support.
Im gonna start looking for a sponsor whether you need them for the steps or not.
Ive learned the hard way I just cant do this alone
Wishing you the best