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Old 06-02-2007, 01:02 PM
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SaTiT
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Join Date: Mar 2006
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yes of course..
I couldn't handle those withdraws or urges..becuase i relaped over and over
again even after attending meetings for over 6 months..

somewhere alone the the line i came to belive there has to be a HP
gearter than me that can restored me to sanity..becuase those damn
urges drove me crazy...As corny as it might had seem to me at first..
i had a chioce of doing things the old way or being corny..
f-it, I gave up and I got corny ....
I asked a hp to remove my urges and those terrible feelings..
i didn't really understood god or a hp power..i just couldn't
carry on like that, being sober. And i had to stay sober becuase
drinking and using wasn't working anymore..
Poeple told me i didn't have to fight it anymore..i just had to let go

It totally blew my mind, becuase those urges got removed instantly.
then a couple of hours later...i get another urge to use...So I did
the samething everytime a get an urge to use.
I let go and trun over my urges to use.

that's the way it came to me...i was actually applying the steps
without even relizing it. It works if you work it...i guess..

So i basically apply the same principle when i feel crazy or get into a wierd
zone..my anxitey or some funk I'll get into...
I let go of those funks...and ask my HP to remove them...becuase I can't
handle living like that..it drove me crazy...
Instanly those funk gets removed...
So everytime i get into a funk...i do the samething.
that's the way it works for me..
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