well done
You are making the first steps to admitting whats really happening!
Its even harder when you have tried before and need to try again
I need help too
strangers can be seen as people who are not directly involved but in the same situation as you
I want to be able to talk when I feel like I cant go on
nearly two weeks sober now I never thought I had a problem but it was only when I thought about stopping and then made excuses (like i need to celebrate) that i released I was not in control Drink was controlling me!!
What are you giving up?
Feeling ashamed?
hungover?
Fear and failure
Choose life
good luck
xxx