Grab them bootstraps girl and PULL YOURSELF UP!!!!
Remeber the facts
His truck is damaged
He has a busted lip
The conclusion? HE WAS DRUNK
Your gonna go over there full of what if's, and find he DID NOT!!!
And YOU my dear girl are going to bear the brunt of that. Twisting and truning till finally he has you convinced it is YOUR fault
You weren't even there
And going back to bed? Why? So you can wallow of course.
Nothing better than telling myself what a shi*** life I have
Poor me, no one understands but him. After all, it takes one whack-a-doo to know another
Fight through this girl. FORCE yourself. Put your nose in a book, go take a bath, walk whatever to take your mind off HIM and back onto YOU
Peace