well cindi, where do i begin, all the reasons i'm going to pa - first of all, i told him if he was clean (which he is) he can see the kids, the kids are really missing him too, i need to get his truck title out of my name and into his co name, i need to have a long face to face chat with his enabling mother, whom i love dearly, but still doesn't "get" it, if you know what i mean, i dying to see my best friend and oh yeah, i miss him desperately and need to get the hell out of MD before my parents drive me to drink! ok probably a bad joke here, sorry. your weekend sounds like a lot of fun, i'm sure the boys will love it.