I guess I really shouldnt worry about it yet It makes me angry............
I think you did great coming here to let it out. As you indicated, I believe it isn't yours to have to worry about...wow, isn't that a relief? I found once I started to understand figuring out my stuff from other people's stuff, my need to have to worry about or try to change what wasn't mine started to disappear. And with that, I found more serenity. The image, told to me by others in the program, of dropping a holla hoop over myself onto the ground and what was inside is mind and outside is others, really helped me in working this aspect.
My experience with working a program is similar to Spiritual Seeker's...I am in awe of how it has changed my life in every aspect and helped me become not more religious, rather more spiritual. I firmly believe spirituality helps to find peace and even joy in life. Hugs.