A just called me again from the hospital, asked me to call his job tomorrow, started yelling cause he didn't know what time he was getting out of the psych ward and said he had to go cause they were putting him in restraints. This is all toooo much!!!! Call me weak, and I am, especially when I read what alot of you go thru, I just don't know how you do it. You are all so strong, and I am just soooo weak.