Sorry about that.
you can try looking in ACOA..my father is very abrassive and cold.
very, very simular
I can't be around him for too long. As a matter of fact i havn't seen
him in a couple of months. Breaking the cycle of me seeking approval
from my father was a bit tough. I just had to relize or suffered enough
pain to accepted that the man is encapible of loving me or I was barking
up the wrong tree..
You pretty much nail it on the head.
It felt like he took over my mind, but he's not around to feel the damn
torture that gose on inside of me.
I had to work through the guilt trip and a lot of negative inner vioce
and bascially reparent myself. Bascially wash out my mind.
Sometimes I wish there was an easy botton I can just push to erase those data banks.
these power post helped me a lot
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...wer-posts.html